okay you...after you weigh, take your meds...now, we'll take everything day by day...work will be okay, i promise...you're gonna be fine...part time is only 20 hours a week...that's only 4 hours a day and you CAN do that...as for tdoc, i'm not sure what to do, but something will work out...can you get an appt with pdoc instead? would that help at all? i know its not very helpful, but it might be something.
i always get, or i should say GOT the most toxic guys too...i don't know why that is though...maybe it DOES have something to do with being BP...we don't have the best impulse control, and maybe that comes through??? Maybe they sense it? I dunno. Just be careful. I know the loneliness sucks, and I know you're wanting some company and I'm not saying don't call them, not at all, just be careful...okay? I have NO room to give out that kind of advice, lol...you know my history!
so how's it going meds-wise, moods-wise? You're pretty wound-up, pretty anxious, huh? I can tell that from your post...try to calm down, haha, right?
i wish i could weigh myself...but it would probably not be a good idea...i'm eating, but not eating...you know what i mean...not binging i guess is what i'm saying...snacking some, but that's only cuz its that time of the month...
i'm starting to feel a little better, thankfully...scared to say that out loud though...knowing it could all crash down on me in a millisecond...i'm still having fibro pain, and lots of it, but at least my bp isn't as bad right now...i think adding the a/p, risperdal, and getting off the freaking lithium is helping...and of course, the prozac...watching for the hypomania but at this point, even that would be not a problem...
you hang in there...you're okay...everything is going to be just fine...together we can make it through...just knowing we aren't alone makes the difference...and you are not alone...ever.
okay you...after you weigh, take your meds...now, we'll take everything day by day...work will be okay, i promise...you're gonna be fine...part time is only 20 hours a week...that's only 4 hours a day and you CAN do that...as for tdoc, i'm not sure what to do, but something will work out...can you get an appt with pdoc instead? would that help at all? i know its not very helpful, but it might be something.
i always get, or i should say GOT the most toxic guys too...i don't know why that is though...maybe it DOES have something to do with being BP...we don't have the best impulse control, and maybe that comes through??? Maybe they sense it? I dunno. Just be careful. I know the loneliness sucks, and I know you're wanting some company and I'm not saying don't call them, not at all, just be careful...okay? I have NO room to give out that kind of advice, lol...you know my history!
so how's it going meds-wise, moods-wise? You're pretty wound-up, pretty anxious, huh? I can tell that from your post...try to calm down, haha, right?
i wish i could weigh myself...but it would probably not be a good idea...i'm eating, but not eating...you know what i mean...not binging i guess is what i'm saying...snacking some, but that's only cuz its that time of the month...
i'm starting to feel a little better, thankfully...scared to say that out loud though...knowing it could all crash down on me in a millisecond...i'm still having fibro pain, and lots of it, but at least my bp isn't as bad right now...i think adding the a/p, risperdal, and getting off the freaking lithium is helping...and of course, the prozac...watching for the hypomania but at this point, even that would be not a problem...
you hang in there...you're okay...everything is going to be just fine...together we can make it through...just knowing we aren't alone makes the difference...and you are not alone...ever.
love you tons,
k.