What the Freak is Wrong with me?
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What the Freak is Wrong with me?
| Mon, 11-29-2010 - 7:27am |
I hate this.
this feeling.
I feel like I've come so far, and yet - today I feel in the pit.
Today I woke up just wanting contact - don't worry I haven't done it.
I don't know why?


Lolly,
Is there some painful connection to Mondays or the day after a long holiday weekend? Sometimes that, in and of itself, can trigger old habits and/or depression. I know that the last thing I want to do today is go into work. I have so enjoyed my time away from XJAM and the struggles we are having financially at work.
A run is a great idea and remember, you are just having a moment and one that will pass.
((Hugs)))
I hope you enjoyed your run and took in all that beautiful crisp morning air deep into your lungs. After being stuck in this place for three days I can't wait to get outside. :)
Happy Monday...go listen to some good music ;)
Sending love and many "dont fear the aftershock" vibes your way this morning.
Peace & light
Foggy
Hi Lolly,
Who knows why our thoughts wander and why we want to talk to exAPS again.
I agree - today felt like an aftershock - one that I am okay with. I hope you are healing beautifully and feeling good!! I did enjoy my run - and crisp is an understatement - it was downright nippy! I cranked some tunes as I ran around running errands and doing the shopping and got drizzled on..... it was a perfect cool fall day. A rarity for me! And then.... (just now) I got a call for a job interview that I REALLY want - so keep your fingers and toes crossed!!!! Maybe the answer is all in just going back to work!