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| Mon, 09-26-2005 - 12:34pm |
hi chickie
first day back to work... and it wasn't half as bad as i expected.
| Mon, 09-26-2005 - 12:34pm |
hi chickie
first day back to work... and it wasn't half as bad as i expected.
omg, we posted AGAIN at the SAME TIME! LOLOL
i was wondering how you were going to do that saturday! :)
i love you, that's all i will say...its pretty funny, though...the way you said it just now...
they did that VERY thing when i came back to work and i hate them all to this day for it...ugh.
no, you aren't rotten for cutting down the depakote...don't ask for meds advice right now! i came off my lithium a month early, but oh well. i was sick of it. i have to tell pdoc though by 10/9...i'll tell her, just not right now...
i'm okay, just a little down today...i think its more tired than anything, i hope...a little money stress too...had an okay weekend, so that was good...didn't do much, but enjoyed being in my own skin for the first time in AGES, so i thought that was good...
OMG!!! i got on the scale for the first time friday night...it said i gained a LOT of weight...it has to be broken...i am not eating much...at all...and my face is thinner...and my clothes aren't TOOOO TOOOO big, but they are a little more loose...i know i've lost some...stupid scale had me FREAKING out big time...i had to take an ativan...ugh...so, obviously, i have to follow the instructions i was given and stay off the scales!
i am so glad you posted to me today...i feel a lot better now...i was so down!
ya know what? i don't wanna do my emdr ptsd stuff this week and next week...i just SOOOO don't want to...omg, i don't want to. i am just getting back to some sort of normal for me, and this is gonna throw me back some...you KNOW what i am talkin about. i have no choice...but i don't wanna do it...i will, but not my choice.
well, guess i better go try to force down some more of these crackers...am trying to eat a little more during the day and not just NOT eat at all in case that is keeping the weight on me...
love you