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| Tue, 09-27-2005 - 8:00am |
i let one kid take the day off from school while h is away.
it's a terrible thing for a mother to do but i like the company.my dad comes by but it's not the same.
so i'm making rachel sit quietly in the waiting room while i see my new outrageously overpriced dr.
maybe i want her company.
i cannot imagine being better.i cannot imagine not feeling like this tho i HAVE.i don't remember what it feels like.
i read these boards & i wonder if there is any hope for any of us,you know?how can i give strength to someone else?i have none.
people don't get that i'd give up the lithium cause it makes me fat & pee nonstop if it makes me feel good but they don't get it'sbecause i don't always REALLY feel good & then i'm just left w/ fat & wet pants.
it's a terrible thing for a mother to do but i like the company.my dad comes by but it's not the same.
so i'm making rachel sit quietly in the waiting room while i see my new outrageously overpriced dr.
maybe i want her company.
i cannot imagine being better.i cannot imagine not feeling like this tho i HAVE.i don't remember what it feels like.
i read these boards & i wonder if there is any hope for any of us,you know?how can i give strength to someone else?i have none.
people don't get that i'd give up the lithium cause it makes me fat & pee nonstop if it makes me feel good but they don't get it'sbecause i don't always REALLY feel good & then i'm just left w/ fat & wet pants.

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susan,
u r not stupid...the pdoc is the one who guides the appointments...so, u will get your meds next week...and YES, the new pdoc likes you...he wouldn't have made another appt if he didn't...
btw, that kind of questioning is part of borderline behavior too. always questioning whether someone likes u or not...always wanting others to like you so much, but thinking they HATE you...its NOT TRUE, i promise. we all like u here. okay?
I will talk to u more in a bit...
How r u this morning?
love ya
t doc called...she spoke to t doc AND gp last night.
they al l realize i'm w/out meds & then dr(new tdoc)will make me up my own coctail.
guess that's why he costs the big bucks.
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