wavering.. i want to call him
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wavering.. i want to call him
| Tue, 11-30-2010 - 11:28am |
I'm missing him today...heavy thoughts, crying spells...feeling so sad and lonely..
I dont want to break NC.
| Tue, 11-30-2010 - 11:28am |
I'm missing him today...heavy thoughts, crying spells...feeling so sad and lonely..
I dont want to break NC.
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Oh MC!
Good job (((mc))))
You recognized the urge, and took concrete steps to keep yourself safe. Remember that NC mean no NEW hurts.
When you get back, let me know what the heck "a Timmys" is!
Bodhi
Hey MC,
OHHHHHH NOOOOOO YOUUUUUUU DONNNNNN'T.
MC-
You might think you want to call him, but I would guess what you _really_ want is some sort of relief from the pressure and confusion that is building up inside of you.
MC,
Congrats on 18 days NC!!!
It’s part of the process and there unfortunately will be days like this in the early days of NC. You have some great ideas of how to redirect your energy towards more positive endeavors.
Also have you checked out the 48 Hour Rule in the HL?
http://forums.ivillage.com/t5/The-Healing-Library/The-48-Hour-Rule/m-p/107969117#U107969117
Much love and big hugs,
E1
Whether you think you can or you think you can’t you are probably right.
Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.
MC,
Learn from me and my mishap!
Don't do it! I'm counting my NC in hours, but you actually have 18 days under your belt. I hope we can both be strong, and then you can be there for me when I'm at 18 days and wavering.
Again thank you everyone for your love and support...
I got out of the house......away from temptation and I am ok now.
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