BF is so mad and I called pdoc

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Registered: 10-02-2003
BF is so mad and I called pdoc
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Tue, 09-27-2005 - 3:30pm

My bf called after I got done posting my last post and I was crying he asked what was wrong. I said please don't get mad at me but I have to go to the hospital. He said son of a B. Why can't you just get through this on your own. I said I tried but I am turning to drugs and drinking. He said well just stop them. Maybe I shouldn't go, maybe I should just try

 
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Registered: 04-06-2005
Tue, 09-27-2005 - 3:50pm

Tina


GIVE ME HIS PHONE NUMBER !!! wtf....your so called bf is not going to understand, and sorry but it doesn't seem like he's ever going to.

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Registered: 10-02-2003
Tue, 09-27-2005 - 4:06pm

Donna,


I decided I am not going to drink anymore today. I know that is stupid and no more pills at all except my Lamictal and Risperdal tonight. But I will make sure my pdoc puts me in the hospital tommorow. It will be done. I am going to pack my bag and get it all ready for the hospital and put it in my trunk of my car and I will go to the hopital tommorow. I promise you that. I promise I will be good and stick it out tonight without drugs and alcohol. God I want to cut myself so bad, I won't do that either. I have a rubber band around my wrist so i won't drink, drug or cut. I have my dog that I will hold onto and pet all night. I will try and read. My bf pisses me off too. Maybe I can get the people at the hospital to get him to come in for a meeting. If my bf doesn't do that then maybe I need to think hard about not living with him but go back to my lonely apartment. I

 
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Registered: 04-06-2005
Tue, 09-27-2005 - 4:16pm
Tina, I sent you an email thru your profile
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