BF is so mad and I called pdoc
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BF is so mad and I called pdoc
| Tue, 09-27-2005 - 3:30pm |
My bf called after I got done posting my last post and I was crying he asked what was wrong. I said please don't get mad at me but I have to go to the hospital. He said son of a B. Why can't you just get through this on your own. I said I tried but I am turning to drugs and drinking. He said well just stop them. Maybe I shouldn't go, maybe I should just try

Tina
GIVE ME HIS PHONE NUMBER !!! wtf....your so called bf is not going to understand, and sorry but it doesn't seem like he's ever going to.
God could not be everywhere, so
Donna,
I decided I am not going to drink anymore today. I know that is stupid and no more pills at all except my Lamictal and Risperdal tonight. But I will make sure my pdoc puts me in the hospital tommorow. It will be done. I am going to pack my bag and get it all ready for the hospital and put it in my trunk of my car and I will go to the hopital tommorow. I promise you that. I promise I will be good and stick it out tonight without drugs and alcohol. God I want to cut myself so bad, I won't do that either. I have a rubber band around my wrist so i won't drink, drug or cut. I have my dog that I will hold onto and pet all night. I will try and read. My bf pisses me off too. Maybe I can get the people at the hospital to get him to come in for a meeting. If my bf doesn't do that then maybe I need to think hard about not living with him but go back to my lonely apartment. I
God could not be everywhere, so