Tina

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Tina
Tue, 09-27-2005 - 4:06pm

I want you to call me tonight...I emailed you my numbers...

Billy is being VERY selfish right now. You need to know that. I'm sorry if it sounds harsh. You just came through what may be the MOST traumatic time of your life AND you ARE BIPOLAR!

I am so sorry to have to say this to you Tina, but you have to be selfish right now and fight for your OWN life and not worry about Billy. He is not the one hurting. He is not the one in constant emotional hell. You are. You need help. You MUST get help.

You KNOW that if you go i/p involuntarily they can keep you much longer, right? Its so much better to go ON YOUR OWN!

Stop letting Billy control things right now. You can deal with him later. They will actually HELP HIM UNDERSTAND while you're there. Let them help him deal with it! He will understand, I promise you!!!

I love you and I want you to go to the ER without his blessing.

Keli