i could be having med d.t.'s
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i could be having med d.t.'s
| Fri, 09-30-2005 - 8:44am |
couldn't i ?
when i was was i/p & got a med reaction they took me off all meds till my rash cleared.i remember the doc telling me i was a very brave lady & what i was doing was very hard.it's hard to tell what she meant b/c all i felt was...well..i can't put my finger on it but i just FELT.sort of like a numbing overload where i didn't know what would come next.
like when my dd says"i wanna go home" but she already IS home.
so i realize that all i have till late next week is my seroquel(been doubling it for sleep)& my prozac(which i cut myself a bit back on b/c he had me on a very hi dose to battle an episode......well...just that & VITAMINS.i've also picked up a pack of cigs but i'm not addicted yet so i'll stop.
this morning the feeling was like i EXPECT to feel better but i don't.
i realized as the kids & husband were getting in the car with me(me still in pj's...2 days NOT washed...bad sign for me)i said"too much NOISE too much to THINK about it's like shizophrenia or autism everybody be QUIET!
that was the feeling in a nutshell.h just got back from las vegas & i told him he's gonna have to put up with a zombie untill we see my new doc next week.i don't take my mother's calls.
this is odd odd odd.i just wanted to describeit to get it out of my system.
i need to limit my activity w/ the outside world as much as i can till this passes.does anyone know what i mean?IS it b/c of the sudden decrease in my meds?i was depressed b/f now i'm just depressed & jumping out of my skin.
when i was was i/p & got a med reaction they took me off all meds till my rash cleared.i remember the doc telling me i was a very brave lady & what i was doing was very hard.it's hard to tell what she meant b/c all i felt was...well..i can't put my finger on it but i just FELT.sort of like a numbing overload where i didn't know what would come next.
like when my dd says"i wanna go home" but she already IS home.
so i realize that all i have till late next week is my seroquel(been doubling it for sleep)& my prozac(which i cut myself a bit back on b/c he had me on a very hi dose to battle an episode......well...just that & VITAMINS.i've also picked up a pack of cigs but i'm not addicted yet so i'll stop.
this morning the feeling was like i EXPECT to feel better but i don't.
i realized as the kids & husband were getting in the car with me(me still in pj's...2 days NOT washed...bad sign for me)i said"too much NOISE too much to THINK about it's like shizophrenia or autism everybody be QUIET!
that was the feeling in a nutshell.h just got back from las vegas & i told him he's gonna have to put up with a zombie untill we see my new doc next week.i don't take my mother's calls.
this is odd odd odd.i just wanted to describeit to get it out of my system.
i need to limit my activity w/ the outside world as much as i can till this passes.does anyone know what i mean?IS it b/c of the sudden decrease in my meds?i was depressed b/f now i'm just depressed & jumping out of my skin.

I have no idea...I just wanted to send you big (((HUGS))) and hope it gets better soon.
Hang in there, we love you...you will get thru this !!
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