This weekend: A no go
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| Fri, 12-03-2010 - 4:25pm |
As per my previous message about this possibly being a one last time weekend to be with him -- thanks to all of you and your sage advice, I'm not going to do it. He doesn't know it yet, as I have just not answered any of his calls and texts. Last night in a message when talking about a song he said something about him being an individual in love and of course it was so general that it could be taken any way (how convenient). Immediately I told myself "don't read into it. Don't get all dreamy like he's talking about you because he's not" and then sure enough he left a follow-up vm to say "hope you didn't take that message out of context" SO, there you go. I was right. Boy am I seeing through his little word games. And like a friend tells me, I could analyze it all day long and I still wouldn't know and what difference does it make anyway? He doesn't belong to me. So I know it is time to block emails, texts, calls, etc. I have deep down feelings that cut like a knife, but I don't think love should hurt like that. I have to cut him off now while I'm strong. I know, I'll be one gigantic mess on Sunday if I let him in again.

WOO HOOOOOOOO!!!!
WOW
WTG! I'm very proud of you for putting your self respect first. Let this be the beginning of a new journey for you, one where you will soar if you stick with us AND NC.:smileyhappy:.... Of course there will be road blocks along the way, but USUALLY they are just ourselves getting in the way of our progress.
AWESOME!
"Last night in a message when talking about a song he said something about him being an individual in love and of course it was so general that it could be taken any way (how convenient). Immediately I told myself "don't read into it. Don't get all dreamy like he's talking about you because he's not" and then sure enough he left a follow-up vm to say "hope you didn't take that message out of context" "
Oh wow.
FANTASTIC!!!!!!
I am sooooo proud of you!!
I cannot tell you how much we know the courage and strength it took to do this but wow!!!! So proud of you!!!
Bravo. A very difficult and courageous decision, Sunshine. You made this decision in your own best interest and you will never regret losing your dignity "one more time." We certainly welcome "sunshine" around here. Stick around. All the peeps here are your new friends and will help get you through some of the rocky days ahead. Keep in mind, they are temporary and every day you will grow stronger and thankful for this decision.