Keli

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Wed, 10-05-2005 - 10:20am
why so quiet today?
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In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Wed, 10-05-2005 - 11:13am

Hey Donna,

I'm okay...been busy at work...amazing!

My mood is spiralling downward...sucks. Started yesterday around 4 p.m. I hate it. But I'm hanging in there. Its not too terribly down, but enough to make a difference. It TOTALLY sucks. I'm trying to stay positive, but its hard when your mood was really good for 16 days and then BAM the depression is back and hits you in the face ALL OF A FREAKING SUDDEN. It changed in the blink of an eye.

I have this sinus thing going on. And not to be really really gross, but I am having the worst side effect from the Risperdal, constipation! I'm totally miserable. Sorry if that was TMI. So bloated and yicky feeling. I'm hoping its all related and just goes away.

I'm also hating the whole money thing right now too. Just got paid 6 days ago.

Sucks. But I'm fine...lol.

How are you???

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In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Wed, 10-05-2005 - 12:16pm

ha ha...I can make your money issues seem like nothing right now.


my life sucks and i'm done and i'm sicking of thinking the light at the end of the tunnel is coming...i'm sick of it pouring and pouring and pouring...i'm flooded, screw it.


my car died as i was driving yesterday, oh at about 65mph at that, in the ipass lane no less.

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Registered: 03-26-2003
In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Wed, 10-05-2005 - 12:31pm

I am sorry, I read to see how you both were doing.

I may be out of line with this, but why on earth did your dh buy you rum. Aren't you still trying to stop drinking. Doesn't he know that. You seem to be doing really well with it. Stay with it!!!!

Missy

 
 
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In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Wed, 10-05-2005 - 12:40pm

i totally know how you feel on the car thing...my beloved little paid for car is sitting in the repair shop, and i can't get it out...its $600...but its not worth it to get back...i've put about $2000 worth of work into it, but its a 1986...over 200k miles on it...and it broke my heart...so now the car repair shop wants to know when i'm coming to get it, and i'm not...so they're gonna get rid of it soon...but i can't afford to get that and get a new one this month (the end of this month) too...ya know? i don't want a new payment, but i HAVE to have a new car...my dh's car is older too, and i'm so scared to drive it every day...i hate it too...

i've had a car repoed too...they finally got their money, but it was LONG after they repoed it...years...when they finally took me to court...

i'm sorry. VERY VERY VERY sorry...it totally sucks...and yes, yours is worse than mine.

i would tell you not to drink the rum...but at this point, even i am thinking of stuff like that myself...what's the point...

its so dreary and gray outside here...i have like 1.5 hours of overtime this week, but since i was off on friday, i wouldn't get paid for it anyway, so i'm thinking of leaving at 2:30 and going home and taking a hot bath, and laying on the couch and staying there forever...but i won't. i have to be responsible! wtf, dude...

its almost chilly here for us Floridians...its in the 70s. brrrrrrr...

hang in there honey, okay? we'll both be okay.

keep talking!!! i'm bored and don't wanna work anymore...

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In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Wed, 10-05-2005 - 1:50pm

That's funny...in the 70's by you...its in the 80's here !!!

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In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Wed, 10-05-2005 - 1:53pm

of corse he knows it...but he was the first one i called panicking like no tomorrow...i was freaking out.

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In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Wed, 10-05-2005 - 2:45pm

sucks bad, don't it? i don't like it at all...i want to throw a temper tantrum!!! like a little baby...turn red, kick my legs and arms, scream!!! the whole thing...

dang it all...

i did a pre-qualification for a car loan thing, with only $500 down...yeah right...not with my credit, its SOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOO bad...i hate my life sometimes.

but, anyway, please please please keep your fingers crossed for me...

i'm still down and trying my damndest to pretend i'm not.

wtf!!!

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Registered: 07-21-2005
In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Wed, 10-05-2005 - 3:46pm

damn...seems like we are all sliding down at the same time AGAIN! Donna, I dont know how your job works but when our car broke down DH took a loan out of his 401k. They take a portion of it every payday out of his check till it is paid back. I dont know if they can do that for your company or not but its worth looking into.

Keli, I am sorry you cant throw a fit like a baby and have to be responsible, I am right there with ya. I already stayed home from school two days this week and DH practically forced me to go today, and I just dont want to pretend I give a flip anymore, I want to be sad and miserable and scream and cry and make sure everyone knows it. LOL

anyways love you guys and it will all be ok somehow...it always gets better sooner or later

Rebekah

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Wed, 10-05-2005 - 3:53pm

yep we have that...did it already for ds's surgery, which it didn't pay for b/c our acct got all screwed up...so I still have to pay for his surgery and both of mine...and now this.


thanks for letting me know, just in case.

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In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Wed, 10-05-2005 - 4:00pm

sweet keli, my fingers are always crossed for you !!!!!


so..dh is a jerk right now.

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