A year ago Today

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Registered: 01-18-2010
A year ago Today
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Sat, 12-04-2010 - 12:55pm
A year ago today. I put MM out of my house. I was still a little high from the drugs from surgery the day before but I was steadfast in ending and eliminating what I called the devil from my very being...I had made the ultimate sacrifice short of my life and I promised myself before I came to that decision that I would HAVE to end the toxicity, only way I would ever forgive myself for my selfish acts. He had to go!
Luvin
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida

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Registered: 11-18-2010
Sat, 12-04-2010 - 1:19pm

I will not allow my heart to hurt any deeper than it already is. i will not allow my mind to think of you constantly. i will not allow my soul to act as if we are one. i will not allow my thoughts to place you above all else. i will not allow my imagination to think of what could have been. i will not allow my dreams to play

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Registered: 05-15-2010
Sat, 12-04-2010 - 1:25pm

Luvin Me,

Wow ..:smileyvery-happy:

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Registered: 07-13-2010
Sat, 12-04-2010 - 1:52pm

No MC...November 2011 you WILL be posting the same thing!

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-22-2009
Sat, 12-04-2010 - 2:31pm

(((Luvin)))

You did it, girl. You made it to the one year mark and I/we are all very proud of your efforts and thankful to you for sharing your journey with us. You have opened your heart to us, exposing all of your hurt and pain. while at the same time embracing others who needed a hug and a hand to hold. You are a beautiful, selfless soul, and someone whom I admire very much. With that said,

CONGRATULATIONS AND WELCOME TO VETVILLE!

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May your truth be always with you.

Love and hugs,

Be where you are; otherwise you will miss your life. ~ Buddha
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Registered: 06-17-2010
Sat, 12-04-2010 - 3:08pm

((((Luvin)))))!

Congrats!! I'm so happy for you. You have no idea how much you helped me in the first few months of my ending.

Love,

Bodhi

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Registered: 03-29-2009
Sat, 12-04-2010 - 7:03pm

Luvin,

Congratulations and many good wishes on reaching Vet status.

silence is eloquent, silence is dignified, silence is heard. ...
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Registered: 10-14-2010
Sat, 12-04-2010 - 10:15pm

Luvin!!!

Tears of Joy for you!!!! You Gorgeous, Amazing woman!!!!!!

You are SUCH an inspiration to me!!!!

You're FIREY spirted loveliness - is Incomparable. You SHINE! I cant believe you were once a newbie like a few of us- You seem to be one of those who has VET RUNNING through your veins from the beginning!!!

Thanks for sticking around- so we've had the good fortune of having you in our court - in our midst. To serve as a SHINY example of a woman who BURNS for Freedom & strength.

You keep it REAL WOMAN!!!!

and we NEED that!!

Thank you for being YOU.

xo,

Michelle

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 10-17-2010
Sat, 12-04-2010 - 10:22pm

Luvin,

Wow!!! Very powerful post!

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Registered: 04-01-2010
Sun, 12-05-2010 - 9:25am

(((Luvin)))

Congratulations. I was reading this board (while in the midst of my A) about this time last year and I remember your very first, very raw and traumatic posts. I remember thinking how horrible the circumstances you were going through and wondering if you would even make it to the next day. You were in really bad shape. But look at you now...a beautiful woman who has gained enormous amounts of wisdom through her experience. A totally unselfish and committed woman willing to share with anyone and everyone her struggles so that others can learn from her painful experience.

You are an inspiration around here, Luvin. Thank you for your thoughtful posts. They have helped me tremendously.

Love,

~alwayst2

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
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Registered: 07-17-2004
Sun, 12-05-2010 - 4:44pm
Congratulations luvin on vetville, I'm very honored to be among all of you lovely and beautiful women and men. Your letter of a year ago was inspiring and full of wisdom:)

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