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| Sat, 12-04-2010 - 8:24pm |
I'm here, quiet, trying to keep my emotions in order and things in check - the holidays are doing a real number on me.


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Hey Sweetie-
Hi Lolly,
Sorry you are having a difficult time.....holidays seem to bring out the best and worst in people.
Sorry....hijack-
MC, It can be done!! I was a WRECK when my A ended.
Lolly,
Im so sorry you are having such a tough time right now.
Lolly,
Thank you for your beautiful post.
That is exactly my problem - my people pleasing self-struggle has taken a battering like nothing I have ever gone through before. Even tho I'm a little ways out of things - I still have a lot of questions with myself and a lot of self guilt - The reality of of things tho as you so eloquently wrote - nothing to do but learn from our mistakes and look to the future - and to do that it means walking away without answers and for me that is one of the hardest parts.
Writing - whether in journal or in blog or on paper - is cathartic in big ways. I have written many entries in a private blog - when in past times I would have called the xAP for validation. It is especially important to have my voice - to put my thoughts and energy to heal out into the universe, even if no one ever reads it. I'm far from being a vet - but I am clear of the fog - always healing. Write often...
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