Broke NC today, therefore New Hurt :(
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Broke NC today, therefore New Hurt :(
| Mon, 12-06-2010 - 2:07pm |
I was doing so well with maintaining NC, I don't even know how long it's been, my guess is about two weeks.

Yep, you took another hit off the crack pipe as they call it around here.
Nope.
(((((Inigirl))))
I'm sorry you experienced that. I think most of us on this board went into our As subconsciously knowing that we would be hurt in the end. And for some reason or another we kept/keep going back for more, only to be hurt again, the reality is that that will always be the outcome of As, HURT. Not LOVE, not HAPPINESS, not FULFILLMENT, just HURT. The sooner we all digest this the better.
I feel that the line that your EAP gave you was not arrogant, but summarised it all, in a nutshell actually. What he was saying you is that you are 'not his number one'.