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| Fri, 10-14-2005 - 3:07pm |
you're awfully quiet lately...does that mean you're doing well still?
i hope so. say hi when you have some time, okay?
love and hugs,
keli
| Fri, 10-14-2005 - 3:07pm |
you're awfully quiet lately...does that mean you're doing well still?
i hope so. say hi when you have some time, okay?
love and hugs,
keli
my h blames my mood on the weather.
all that feel good feeling i had from the meds is buh bye...i'm nervous.i'm fixated.it may be a side effect but I CANNOT SLEEP so i am exhausted & cranky.even alchohol doesn't work.i'm supposed to take my (hypochondriac)daughter to rehearsal tonight but i'm so edgy & snappish i may beg my h to do it.he won't want me driving in the rain if i'm tired.my mother called to tell me she cries every morning b/c of how i treat her & i couldn't even be kind.
i realized that as much as i love my husband i will NEVER not feel like throwing up when he touches me.
this sucks.
for all of this i cannot promise to live to a ripe old age.
so it's really confusing...do i go to the dr. & say that for a few days & with some good news i felt like a new person.then a week later with little sleep a few disappointments & the realization that my nice husband will always make my flesh crawl just set me back to beginning?
yes, that is exactly what you do...you HAVE to tell your pdoc the truth! your meds may have to be adjusted, or you may have to make some adjustments in your thinking/life. I know that sometimes that isn't possible...and that sometimes our moods are triggered by our situations...that's called situational triggers...but you STILL have to let your pdoc know what the heck is going on...he cannot help you unless you are PERFECTLY honest with him...seriously, honey, you have to tell him what you just said in that post...are you on seroquel? Seroquel had the not so fun side effect of making me more DOWN and OUT feeling...it made everything "seem" worse that it was. I had to get off of it. I got on a different anti psychotic medication instead. Please ask your pdoc about that if you are having the same effect. It sounds to me like you are.
It can't hurt. Remember too that situations can change. Your living or dying would be final.
Please talk openly to your pdoc and ask about a different antipsychotic if you're still taking that Seroquel stuff. Okay?
Post to me again today, I mean it! I am worried about you!
Love and Hugs,
Keli
interesting bout the seroquel...i actually was just taking it to sleep.expecting my period doesn't help either.see the pdoc tomorrow.i actually cannot wait!