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| Fri, 10-21-2005 - 10:08am |
..........cause i've got a New Attitude!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok ladies, here it is......... many of you read my posts yesterday and after that i did a LOT of soul searching and came up with some answers of my own that i guess have always been there, i just had to find them.
first, the issue with xdh is on hold until i can find legal representation. there's nothing more i can do about it until that happens so i just am going to accept it, deal with it, and move on. dwelling gets me nowhere.
next, depression is not going to win out this time. my mood has been improved over the past week and while i feel it trying to slip back in, it's not gonna happen. i refuse to let it win! i have spent the better part of the last year either depressed or manic w/ no in-between. now i'm finding that inbetween. yeah, i've got my rage issues to work on, but i'm not going to allow the depression to win out.
as for tdoc and the whole bp thing.....frankly, i just don't care anymore.



TRACI !!!
I LOVE YA GIRL !!!
God could not be everywhere, so
thanks Donna. It sure feels good having control in my life and of my life again! Yeah, things are still wacky, but guess what.......so is life for normal people. so I'll deal with that.
I just got back from tdocs office and whew, let me tell you I felt like I was a bug under a microscope. She kept me in there for a few minutes just asking me off the wall crap and watching........no, staring at me trying to look for something that wasn't right. and oh darn..........she didn't find nothin!
so I have my posessions back, which in a weird way symbolizes that I also have my life back. Don't know if that makes any sense to anyone here, but in my twisted little mind it does;) LOL!
Love Y'all,
Traci
God could not be everywhere, so
I am proud of you!!!
Great new attitude. Keep on keeping on. You are on the right path. I hope you know I wish you all the best.
Tina~
You go girl!
F I N A L L Y ! ! ! ! !
I knew it would happen sooner or later, finally glad it did!
KEEP IT UP, no matter what.
Love u 2
k.
Yay traci, that is so good to hear. You go girl!