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| Mon, 10-24-2005 - 10:05pm |
for possibly the stupidest reason ever. I was fine until about eh, 8 pm. I went with my friend to the mosque for Iftar(breaking the fast) and everything was good until right before we left. I wished my husband would come with me up there, but he never wants to go because he has no friends up there and is shy, so I always have to go with my friend and her kids...which is fine but I miss him being there sometimes too. I didnt think that would make me really sad though, because I didnt really get sad about it then.
After that we were going to leave and this one guy that I knew from another mosque before I was married, was talking to the kids and playing with them and everything, and I have always thought he was attractive but never pursued anything because he was in prison before and I didnt need another person like that in my life. But anyways, for some reason seeing him made me upset, and it seems to happen alot of times. I see people I knew before I was Muslim or before I got married and I get sad. I don't miss my life before I got married or accepted Islam, I am so much of a better person now. So why does that make me sad? Or is that even why I am sad in the first place? Maybe its just both of them together make me sad. Ugh!
Rebekah


That is so not a stupid reason to be sad, honey! And since when does our BP brain ever NEED a reason anyway??? NEVER! I have btdt, sorta, but in a different way...I can relate...hang in there, k?
Just know you aren't alone and we love you bunches here. Talk as much as you want.
Hope you're feeling a bit better today!
Love and Hugs,
Keli
actually,my doc said that part of bp is punctuating EVERYTHING with "what if"
God could not be everywhere, so