why - dont know where to start triggers

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Registered: 03-25-2003
why - dont know where to start triggers
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Wed, 10-26-2005 - 2:24pm

Please help!!!! I am on the verge of a breakdown. Been a really bad day and dont even know what I can do to make it better - no not the bp.

TRIGGER

Today, I was laying on the couch sleeping, had been up at 4 am coughing could not sleep all night. I got the kids off to school and laid back down, finally fell asleep. At 10 am, I heard a knock at my door. It was a man that lives down the street. Here is a bit of background on him. He is buying our old house off of us on contract is 6 months behind, but any who. He has came by a few times and said things like "if you want to get together and do something let me know - maybe we can get personal" I just ignored his comments as he is an idiot. I would never let him in my house as I dont trust him. So back to today. He knocks on my inside door, we have a main front door to our sun porch then one to our house. He was knocking on the second door which is all glass. When I lifted my head to see who it was, he came in. Did not wait for me to answer. So one he came into my house without my permission. Then he told me he was waiting for his unemployment so he could pay us. I said when you get the money let us know. I sat down at the computer and turned my back thinking he would get the hint. I started checking my ebay and acting like I was going to put things on the internet. He started rubbing my shoulders, I asked what he was doing he said rubbing you. I told him it was not a good idea. He asked why not, I said because I am married and I am not comfortable. He stopped. Then he grabbed my face and tried to kiss me. I said no, again. He again asked me why I said because I am married and dont want to. He said who would have to know I said me. He said I see the way you look at me - ewe. He did leave but I dont feel safe. Will post more later

Jen

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Wed, 10-26-2005 - 2:41pm

Jen,

OMG, I am so sorry. You have to tell someone. Can you tell DH? This man doesn't sound at all stable and you need to tell someone what happened.

Are you okay right now????

Post us as much as you need to.

Love and Hugs

Keli

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Registered: 04-06-2005
Wed, 10-26-2005 - 2:57pm

OMG !!!

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