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Frustrated!!!
| Mon, 10-31-2005 - 6:13pm |
Good Evening Everybody! I am soooooo frustrated right now! I went to the gym today and weighed myself on their scale and I actually weigh 10 lbs. more than what I thought. I also went to use the treadmill and couldn't use it because I weigh too much. It was very embarassing. So, I thought I would use some of the weight machines, I couldn't fit in some of them because I am too fat. I wanted to crawl under a rock I was so embarassed. I finally gave up and went into the pool and did some water aerobics moves. I am going to go back to my water aerobic classes and do that three times a week until I get down to 250 lbs. and then I will try lifting weights and walking on the treadmill again. I enjoy going to water aerobics. The ladies are real nice there, so why fight going? I currently weigh 359 lbs. according to the scale at the gym. I have so much weight to lose it isn't even funny. I am very frustrated right now. Thanks to Depakote ER and a bad thyroid disorder I am HUGE!!! And to top it off this new drug I am on Equetro is working great for my mood, but I think it has affected me not having a period. I was supposed to start on Thursday and nothing so far. It's a long story. I'm going to talk to my psychiatrist about it tomorrow and see what she says. I'll let you know. Anyway, I'm tired of being fat and I just want to be healthy. Is that too much to ask for? I'm trying my best. I have lost 37 lbs. which I guess isn't too shabby. Oh well, thanks for listening - Take Care...Jena

Hey Jena!
I know how frustrated you must be, honey! But YOU CAN DO THIS! I know you can!!! 37 pounds already is a wonderful accomplishment! I need to lose 50 pounds and I can't even lose 10! You go, girl!
Darn Depakote!!!!
You keep up the gym...water aerobic exercise is one of the BEST exercises! No stress on your joints, and you can get your heart rate up there too.
You're an inspiration to me!!!
Love and Hugs,
Keli
((((Jena))))
I can relate too....I gained about 25-30 over the summer.
God could not be everywhere, so