would you freaking beleive

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Registered: 03-25-2003
would you freaking beleive
Sun, 11-06-2005 - 8:03pm
that i ended up taking that married guy's kid home with me at the request of his wife who is now like my best friend & 3 times asked me for my phone number & address & i just wanted to say oh your HUSBAND HAS IT.i feel sick & gross & dirty all over & on saturday he called to tell me to be home on monay(wink wink)first of all i won't do it ESPECIALLY NOW that i'm like fiends with his wife & kid,besides i'm so fat & gross no matter if i work out or don't eat that i won't even let my husband see me.& my husband is all worn out from his precious jet game that he doesn't want to check the kids heads(episode of lice last week & i'm still cleaning)so he said just keep em home AGAIN tomorrow.the thing is i have no one i can tell this to...especially about the guy...not anyone...because he makes me feel bad about saying no.like i should be flattered.
i think because i'm involved in the production part of this show & that bleeds into my summer job as drama camp director...that i get manic when i'm with these people.THEN i feel foolish when i get home & i mini crash all the next day.i'll probably crash big time when the show was over.i couldn't even take my meds right b/c even tho its written down i wasn't paying attention & i couldn't remember when i took what.anyone else ever do that?