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My head hurts
| Wed, 11-09-2005 - 10:19am |
I wish I could just close my eyes and see nothing but my mind is whirling right now. I hate always having a song playing in the background of my mind and thinking so much that my head actually hurts at the end of the day. I'm trying to overcome it and it's consuming me right now. I suppose that my change of meds isn't helping but this is WHY I opted to change. Right now I don't feel like any of this is going to get better. :( I am soooo fatiqued from the Lithium that I can barely function. I tried going out for a hike in the woods with my hubby on Sat. but I got tired out so fast I had to stop a few times. This is really not like me. I am very fit and active outdoors so it's very discouraging. I am stubborn so I pushed myself through it. I feel like I am just sitting here getting fat. I've had the runs since Monday and can't leave the house for too long because I have to head to the bathroom every couple of hours. I'm not even sure WHAT I am feeling or what would make me happy. Ever feel like a zombie just going along with the flow because there is nothing else you can do? Emotionless and void of desire for anything. I talked to my doctor and he assured me that once the Lithium kicks in that things will be better. What am I to do unitl then?

I had forgotten about being fatigued when I first started Lithium, but you just reminded me.