hey honey...i'm here...not in great shape, but here...
i wish so much you weren't struggling still so badly! maybe the no wellbutrin will help???? i'm at a loss, too...
how much lamictal are you on now? i started feeling much better when i got up to 150 of lamictal...and i still have to get to 200 mgs...
i'm glad you called pdoc in the middle of the night WHEN YOU NEEDED HIM and were able to stay safe...i'm very proud of you...
i think i am going home early myself...i'm in so much pain, and the fatigue is awful...i can barely function...but don't worry about me, i'll be okay...you talk to your boss, and go home early and try to get some rest...you still on Seroquel??????
you have to eat...ha ha, right? but i have to say it...
you aren't taking ENOUGH seroquel...30 mgs is crap..you need to sleep, and you need to sleep fast...if not, you need to go i/p...you're heading straight back to a psychotic episode, and its coming quick...we both know the signs and you got em...its just good you know it...there will be NO more talk of the "up to and including" thing...period. Talk to pdoc tonight about your options...something has GOT to be done...
i didn't drink a lot of water with my topamax, though i think you are supposed to. i dunno about that one...
as for the other doctor...you are TOTALLY going to make it today, because you have no other choice...even if you have to go back to work, make it thru this afternoon, and then go to the freaking ER you will do just that!
distractions are great...but when they start causing more of a trigger than they are distracting you from, something's up...you know...and leave the damn paper clips alone...pop a stupid rubber band til you get outta work...
i'm serious baby...you need help...and you know this...you need to talk seriously to your pdoc about his opinion about your options and go from there...i know YOU HATE IT WITH ALL YOUR HEART! I did my 4th time in too...but I knew in my heart I had no other choice.
I'm here if you need me...call me...I'll keep my cellie on all day and night...
hey honey...i'm here...not in great shape, but here...
i wish so much you weren't struggling still so badly! maybe the no wellbutrin will help???? i'm at a loss, too...
how much lamictal are you on now? i started feeling much better when i got up to 150 of lamictal...and i still have to get to 200 mgs...
i'm glad you called pdoc in the middle of the night WHEN YOU NEEDED HIM and were able to stay safe...i'm very proud of you...
i think i am going home early myself...i'm in so much pain, and the fatigue is awful...i can barely function...but don't worry about me, i'll be okay...you talk to your boss, and go home early and try to get some rest...you still on Seroquel??????
you have to eat...ha ha, right? but i have to say it...
I love you honey...
Keli
triggers, all and then some..........................
you aren't taking ENOUGH seroquel...30 mgs is crap..you need to sleep, and you need to sleep fast...if not, you need to go i/p...you're heading straight back to a psychotic episode, and its coming quick...we both know the signs and you got em...its just good you know it...there will be NO more talk of the "up to and including" thing...period. Talk to pdoc tonight about your options...something has GOT to be done...
i didn't drink a lot of water with my topamax, though i think you are supposed to. i dunno about that one...
as for the other doctor...you are TOTALLY going to make it today, because you have no other choice...even if you have to go back to work, make it thru this afternoon, and then go to the freaking ER you will do just that!
distractions are great...but when they start causing more of a trigger than they are distracting you from, something's up...you know...and leave the damn paper clips alone...pop a stupid rubber band til you get outta work...
i'm serious baby...you need help...and you know this...you need to talk seriously to your pdoc about his opinion about your options and go from there...i know YOU HATE IT WITH ALL YOUR HEART! I did my 4th time in too...but I knew in my heart I had no other choice.
I'm here if you need me...call me...I'll keep my cellie on all day and night...
Love you
Keli