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| Mon, 12-27-2010 - 11:54pm |
I was reading my journal this evening and this is entry was shortly after our ending...week 5 of NC is today. Celebrating my new freedom!
"Letting go. So difficult but bringing peace as each day passes. Loving him means letting go. And loving me means letting go. Very sad from time to time but also refreshing to not be entangled in his life anymore. Free from always waiting to hear from him. Free from hoping not to lose him. Free from his crazy schedule and problems. Free from lying and sneaking around. Free from worrying about getting caught. Free from my self worth being wrapped up in him. Free from living a fantasy instead of real life. Free to decide what I want in life. Free."

Thanks for sharing a part of your journal. It is very kind of you to share something very personal with all of us. It is also good that you are looking back through your journal. It is good to see your progress and you will see overtime that feelings can change too. Sometimes as often as day to day this is why we cannot base our actions on feelings alone.
Much love and big hugs,
E1
Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.
I'm right behind you, Is-Love.
That's awesome! That is exactly what I said outloud when I read your post. Keep going!
xoxoxo
Freedom is a great word IsLove :) Freedom to be YOU. Real, healthy love allows for freedom.
Congrats on 5 weeks - that's wonderful!
Bodhi
Hi ILE,
Thank you for
Isnt it SO BEAUTIFUL that you are surrounded by WOMEN and MEN who COMPLETELY GET where youre coming from?
You keep writing ILL, You've got a gift.