Just having one of those days
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| Thu, 11-17-2005 - 3:48pm |
Hey. Sorry I haven't been posting as often as I should. I hope everybody's OK.
Right now, I seriously just feel like crying, but as always, I'm at work and I don't have time to cry. I'm just having one of those days that everything I do is wrong and I'm going to get in trouble for every mistake. And then people wonder why I question my worth in this world. I'm glad I get to go out of town this weekend. I'm going down to London (Ontario) to see my friend and then we're going to go down to Toronto for the day on Sunday. That will hopefully be fun and a good break from all this crap.
I don't want to be here. I'm scared during every call that I'm going to get attacked again. Last week, a caller called me a lier after I assured him I was doing everything in my power to help him. I mean, I guess "lier" isn't that bad of a word, but when you've called yourself every name under the sun but have fully come to believe that you've done everything as truthfully as you can, "lier" is more hurtfull than calling me a fat little bitch.
The only comfort I've had today is the music on my MP3 player (it's all Barenaked Ladies for the time being) and the book I'm reading. I'm reading Slyvia Browne right now. My nana gave it to me about a year ago and I just resently decided to read it after seeing Slyiva on Montel. There's a little bit of truth in what she writes and a lot of the advice she gives is very useful, even if you don't believe in psycics.
I just want to go home, but I don't get to do that for another four hours. I just pray that I can at least find some more comfort to get me through the day.

There must be something in the air...this week does suck, all around !!!!
I'm sorry you are having a bad day....I hope the four hours go fast...just try to think of this weekend.
God could not be everywhere, so
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I hope your day got better later, and will be better tomorrow.
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Beth "Petrouchka"