A higher level of acceptance
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A higher level of acceptance
| Tue, 12-28-2010 - 5:23pm |
It was 11 weeks ago yesterday that I sent xAP an email telling him that I had come to my senses, that it was an ego stroking game and I was embarassed and ashamed of my behavior. I told him I would not contact him again. (Of course I blew that a couple weeks ago, but thankfully he did not respond. Maybe I can just pretend he never received it!!)
Anyway, my guests have left and the madness of Christmas week is over and things are settling back to "normal." What a difference a year makes. I was completely present in every crazy moment this year and it

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So awesome to see how far we have come isnt it?
Always...your posts are sounding just so positive - I love it!
Alwayst2,
Your post was very inspiring and really reached to the core of me that I too look forward to a better acceptance of who I am.
Jen, you are doing such an amazing job, too. Just think where we were a few months ago. I can't believe how much better things are now, now that the albatross is no longer hanging around
Always2 you sound positively marvelous!
((Alwayst))
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Can we scale back on that 100 times comment? :smileywink: Don't be setting yourself up for failure, my friend, but I am guessing you were just embellishing for some laughs, yes?
Thank you, as a newbie, for your post alwayst2.
It is good to look back where we were just a short time ago, sometimes it feels like it was so long ago being stuck in a destructive stage and it's good to keep evaluating our growth to be able to keep moving forward. I especially liked how you said finding the courage to change and to do it with honesty. I am a little bit wobbly at times in feeling comfortable with the newer me that is emerging, I will take that wobbly over staying stuck though! 2 months smoke free today, it has been a journey of discovering new coping skills that also tie into my ending journey. I think it is so important to have a support system like we have here on EAS every bit of encouragement goes a long way:)
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