Not doing so well today. The kids are on

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Registered: 03-26-2003
Not doing so well today. The kids are on
Sun, 11-20-2005 - 11:51am

my nerves, dh and I are not fighting but not happy. House is a mess. All I want to do is cry and climb back into bed. Guess these holidays are going to suck too. I am tired of all this. I don't want to take the medicine anymore. I am tired of being fat. I am tired all of this crap and getting nowhere. Why do I bother. I just costs my family money. It takes time and i don't think I am getting anything from it. Falling deeply into a depression. Having bad thoughts.

Missy