So much for stability....TRIGGS!!!!!!!!!
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So much for stability....TRIGGS!!!!!!!!!
| Sun, 11-27-2005 - 8:12pm |
First, Thanksgiving sucked big time. We had no food...I mean none. It was bad enough to have no Turkey dinner but to be hungry on Thanksgiving sucked. I been there before. I grew up poor but I thought those days were behind me. My bf is so &$%$#^ing lazy. He hasn't worked in a month. He got an advancement to pay some bills but not for food and I am broke. December 1, I will have some money.

Oh honey...I'm so sorry...I know how you feel...I truly do...in more ways than you know...the only reason I had Thanksgiving dinner was because of my parents...I too am broke...my dh hasn't worked much this month either...he isn't lazy, he just hasn't had much work...but I feel the same way many times...i think to myself, how would my life be, if i weren't with him? Then, this weekend, I was at my parents from Wednesday through yesterday and I felt sooooooo lost...and so alone...I know that financially things will get better...they always do...but I have NEVER been with anyone as supportive or as loving or understanding or caring as him...he takes care of me completely...
The holidays are rough on most of us...and this year they are going to be more rough on you. You cannot cannot cannot cannot stop your meds! You know BP is causing those thoughts.
I wish there was something I could do to help this end for you, but I can't...just know that I care, and I'm here for you. I'm always here for you and I always understand.
Love you,
Keli
(((((Tina)))))
I'm so sorry you had such a hard holiday...wish there was something I could do to ease some of the pain.
I can tell you however about feeling the way you do about bf...if you are thinking it now, it probably won't go away.
God could not be everywhere, so