BETHIE!!!

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Registered: 03-25-2003
BETHIE!!!
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Mon, 11-28-2005 - 10:08am

How are you? I can't get into Yahoo...so I don't know if you tried to reach me or not! I'm really worried...post to me if you can...

Love and miss you tons,

Keli

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Registered: 11-19-2004
In reply to: keli003
Mon, 11-28-2005 - 1:39pm

hi babes...


really bad weekend. i'm so depressed, it's not even funny.

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Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: keli003
Mon, 11-28-2005 - 2:22pm

hello love...i'm soooooo sorry you're in a bad place...stupid holidays...stupid families...stupid BP...SVU is my trigger show too...i was with my parents from wednesday til yesterday at lunch time and i barely survived it...dunno how i do it...but i do...i got so angry so many times...

stability? yes, there is such a thing...for some of us though, it is relative...it won't ever be true STABILITY, but it will be better than nothing...not wonderful, but it won't always be hell on earth...you're having SUCH a hard time...just like I did...but look at me now...for NOW, I'm doing well. Considering. You'll get there too...I wish I knew when...I wish it was now...

How much Wellbutrin are you even on now? Your pdoc is a lot like mine...in that they don't want us on ANY a/d...because it causes us much cycling, and agitation...but, there is also the DEPRESSION aspect of our disorder that they seem to dismiss very easily. We both get VERY depressed, very quickly...and its just as dangerous as the manic side...maybe you should try a different a/d? When I went off Wellbutrin and onto the Prozac, it made a big difference...maybe not so much on my depression, but on my agitation and cycling...

Honey, I love you so much and I hate to see you in so much pain.

BTDT with the getting trashed thing and it making everything worse...sucks...

Try to get as much rest as you can...be gentle with yourself...and remember that I'm here for you...if you need me, CALL...don't you dare hesitate. I'm truly here for you.

Love forever,

Keli