Traci !!!

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Registered: 04-06-2005
Traci !!!
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Fri, 12-02-2005 - 10:13am

I just got your email from yesterday....I replied...but wanted to make sure I posted here too incase you get here first.


how are you?


check in with me..either here or email...I"ll keep checking it today.


LOVE U !!!

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Registered: 11-18-2003
In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Fri, 12-02-2005 - 10:33am

donna,


i actually saw tdoc last night and she had me sign a new contract. this one was more detailed. i had to answer a lot of questions and junk then sign the contract when i was done with the questions. she said she was going to call me today. don't know what's up with that, but guess i'll find out if she calls.


i'm no better. i wish something would give. i've called pdoc about my meds, waiting for him to call back. i'm ready to stop them altogether though. they obviously aren't working. it just sucks right now big time. i'm just in a very dark place right now and i hate it. but i don't know the way out.


anyway, just wanted to let you know i'm still here.


love u,


traci

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Registered: 04-06-2005
In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Fri, 12-02-2005 - 10:38am

hon...going off the meds is not going to help.

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Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Fri, 12-02-2005 - 10:46am

Traci,

Please don't stop your meds right now...that will soooo only make it all much worse...they may not be doing much, but they are doing SOMETHING...if anything, they are keeping you from doing something dangerous.

I wish we could help you more...I really do. Just hang in there...please!!!

Love you,

Keli

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Registered: 11-18-2003
In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Fri, 12-02-2005 - 12:48pm

that's just it, nobody can fix this. what's worse is i can't fix this. i know bp is not curable, but it is manageable. problem is mine has been unmanageable for so long now i just can't take anymore. pdoc can't help, tdoc can't help, meds aren't cutting it. tdoc is out of town next week so i won't go back to see her until the 15th. i'm just at a loss. i'm exhausted from fighting.


i love you all.


traci