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| Mon, 12-05-2005 - 8:03am |
Hi all,
I'm still a bit manic...have been most of the weekend, but had a bit of a mixed thing going on Friday...didn't last too long...Saturday morning I woke up bright and early at 5:45 a.m. and started cleaning and drinking coffe...then I was back in my bedroom by 7 ish, watching t.v. Then I had this panic attack out of nowhere! I had to take an Ativan (and I never take them anymore except to sleep at night)...then I went down to where my dh was sleeping and just kinda sat there for a while til it went away...then I was okay again...not quite as manic due to the Ativan...went back to my room and watched movies til the afternoon...got up, made chili, then went and picked up my ds from a friends house...I didn't sleep AT ALL Saturday night...finally about 6 a.m. I dozed off...back up around 10-11...but it wasn't any good sleep...so I laid there ALL day and felt horrible...ugh. So I got up around 5, ordered in, ate, and took a shower, and laid back down and watched more t.v. til 9 when I went to sleep...I was up and down all night again...
Sorry for the details!!!
I am trying to decide if I need to call pdoc about upping my Lamictal...and going off the Prozac, which kinda was our plan...I dunno...
Anyone have any advice? I've been cycling more and more...I know I need the adjustment, but I hate to do it. WTF is up with that? I get scared of depression I guess...but I know the Prozac is messing with me, and the Lamictal is helping me...so what is my problem???
Love to all,
Keli

Morning
Well...I guess I'm confused.
If the plan was to up the lamictal and get off the prozac...then why are you questioning it?
God could not be everywhere, so