It MUST be a full moon
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| Mon, 12-05-2005 - 8:19pm |
My DH has been wonderful for the last few days. He gets fired and stops being a jerk...go figure. SO it has to be a full moon. LOL. Anyways, things around here have been interesting to say the least. DH got a part time seasonal gig with UPS but they want him to take a supervisor test tomorrow and might give him that job full time which will be awesome. Three more days till school is over and me and the kids are sick...YAY!
I have been having mild depression for a good month, just cant seem to kick it. I still am able to get things done but I am just sad. I screwed up thanksgiving really bad and damnit I feel like Keli, when she said that she feels like a little kid that needs someone to take care of her and that her DH is her only relief from things and when hes not supportive it hurts her feelings, I am exactly the same way.
I am so damn lucky to have the life I have and I know it, but why the heck cant I appreciate it? Why do I have to feel miserable and try to pretend I'm not just so everyone else around me doesnt get miserable too. When me and DH first got married I didnt hide it, but that doesnt work so well, he is alot nicer when I dont bother him so much with it and just leave him alone unless its really bad
Life blows


Hey you! I've been thinking about you! I'm glad you posted. Life does blow, doesn't it. Sucks. I was wondering about the moon just yesterday! Dang moon...dang BP...dang husbands...dang everything. Stupid holidays.
The depression thing makes everything SOOO much worse, so I hope it goes away for you very soon.
I was debating going off my Prozac, but it must have been a 'nuts' moment...been having those a lot lately.
Anyway, just wanted to say hi and let you know i love you!
Hang in there.
Keli
isn't that what women all across the world do already?
God could not be everywhere, so
just so you know.
the moon is waxing...a good time for new beginnings.
we're all going a little nuts but at least we're in good company right?