no. i am not seeing an end in sight to this. my friend in pa called me last night and i had a total meltdown on the phone. she made me promise to call tdoc, not si, stay safe, and call her back today after i'd talked to tdoc. if anything, this made me feel worse, because this friend's father was recently put on life support, her uncle just had a massive heart attack, cancer is spreading like an epidemic in her family, and a bunch of other stuff. and then i just added to it.
then we had a delayed opening of school due to icy roads from some snow we got last night. naturally all the kids were off the walls because of it which made my run seem like forever and i don't get as long a break in between runs so i can't sleep which is really all i want to do right now.
i so don't want to call tdoc but i know i have to. knowing where i'm at i don't think i can pull off my standard answer of 'nothing's changed' and that terrifies me. i hate being a screw-up.
sorry for going on. i know you aren't in a great place either.
i just called tdoc. she told me to call pdoc so he could evaluate me. i have a call in to the pdoc but am really scared. i can't go ip! i just can't. i've got to find a way to be able to work through this mess people call my life on the outside, not from some hospital bed.
no. i am not seeing an end in sight to this. my friend in pa called me last night and i had a total meltdown on the phone. she made me promise to call tdoc, not si, stay safe, and call her back today after i'd talked to tdoc. if anything, this made me feel worse, because this friend's father was recently put on life support, her uncle just had a massive heart attack, cancer is spreading like an epidemic in her family, and a bunch of other stuff. and then i just added to it.
then we had a delayed opening of school due to icy roads from some snow we got last night. naturally all the kids were off the walls because of it which made my run seem like forever and i don't get as long a break in between runs so i can't sleep which is really all i want to do right now.
i so don't want to call tdoc but i know i have to. knowing where i'm at i don't think i can pull off my standard answer of 'nothing's changed' and that terrifies me. i hate being a screw-up.
sorry for going on. i know you aren't in a great place either.
love u
traci
eh, today is better...i got some sleep last night.
ok...CALL YOUR TDOC !!!
God could not be everywhere, so
donna -
i just called tdoc. she told me to call pdoc so he could evaluate me. i have a call in to the pdoc but am really scared. i can't go ip! i just can't. i've got to find a way to be able to work through this mess people call my life on the outside, not from some hospital bed.
but
it doesn't mean she doesn't trust you....she is making sure you are doing what needs to be done...so you don't have to ip right now !!!!
God could not be everywhere, so