KELIIIIIIII need help babe

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Registered: 11-19-2004
KELIIIIIIII need help babe
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Tue, 12-06-2005 - 3:26pm
my tdoc just fired me.
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Registered: 11-19-2004
Tue, 12-06-2005 - 3:42pm

wtf too late from a one handed, one fisted` typer.


left work early cuz i was`already upset cuz her offie said she wouldnt take my calls, i had to make an`appt to speak to her on fri if i wnted to talk


then she calls to tell me that im fired


cheers 3 beers


pdoc gonna kill me whne he sees me arm


made an emerg appt w/him


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Registered: 03-25-2003
Wed, 12-07-2005 - 7:49am

i hope you got my messages last night...we'll talk more tonight...i love you baby and its going to be okay...don't worry about the arm, just make sure its okay and won't get infected, and we'll go from here...

i have a new home number, and i'm sending it to you in a few minutes...u BETTER call me if something happens again...i'm checking my offlines all day today...here too...

its going to be okay...ground yourself...she's just a tdoc...she's WRONG like hell, let pdoc help you...

breathe, and no more beer...ativan only.

love you tons,

k

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Wed, 12-07-2005 - 11:55am
sorry to interrupt...i know nothing about your situation..but ow!what a freaking JERK!she is wrong like hell...there are lots of em out there sad to say..&
DO YOU WANT ME TO BEAT HER UP FOR YOU?
i will.
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Registered: 11-19-2004
Wed, 12-07-2005 - 1:24pm

yeah!

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Wed, 12-07-2005 - 1:26pm

how are you today????

will check my messages in a bit...

xoxo

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Registered: 11-19-2004
Wed, 12-07-2005 - 1:37pm

keli...


went to work 3 hours late today... don't know how mmuch more they'll put up with from me.

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Wed, 12-07-2005 - 1:55pm

First off, all this IS making you unstable...the whole thing with your former tdoc especially...she knew EXACTLY what it would do to you and she did NOT care...F her and move on...let pdoc figure out the insurance stuff and taking over your therapy...he's wonderful anyway and probably better at it...at least he won't try to make you choose and try to brainwash you into thinking you have other disorders that you DO NOT HAVE.

As for DBT, you may want to put that on hold right now. DBT is a major therapy. And its VERY hard and tough to do...you should think seriously about putting it to the side for a bit. Talk to pdoc about it...DBT can be VERY triggering in and of itself. I couldn't do it. Not back then, and maybe not now.

You need to get grounded and start from zero again. There is no shame in that. We've both done it before...so what's one more time? This is a perfect opportunity to get the MOST out of your treatment than ever before...you don't have tdoc pulling you in a million different directions. Use that...it will totally help.

As for the bc pills, the hormones are gonna mess you up for a while...just try to remember they will level out eventually...they are probably adding to this depression along with everything else.

Ya gotta stay strong...all in all you are doing very well considering.

I'm proud of you, baby girl...I love you.

Keli

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Registered: 04-06-2005
Wed, 12-07-2005 - 2:06pm

sorry, don't mean to step in...I just have advise about the b/c pills...take them at night.

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