Hit in the dang face...not literally

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Hit in the dang face...not literally
Wed, 12-07-2005 - 1:46pm

I was doing okay earlier...now, all of a sudden, I was hit with a major flare of pain in my neck, shoulders, knees, and fingers...all of a sudden...like BAM! I was actually going to go to my kid's 1st basketball game tonight...but now, there is just no way I can...I sent dh a txt and asked him to take him.

See, this is what gets me down every single time.

What kind of life is this? I am going to go home, and medicate myself so I can sleep the afternoon, evening, and night away...I may lay there for an hour or so...watch at least something on tv...and that's that...it hurts so badly right now, that i may not even do that...i just want to sleep, cuz when i sleep i don't hurt everywhere.

So, yeah, I'm strong...SO FREAKING WHAT. I'm just a strong person in pain...

I get what, four hours of "not so bad" pain...? Then it decides to play a joke that isn't EVEN funny and hit me double?

WHAT FREAKING EVER.

I'm going home, taking some freaking Seroquel and Ativan and I'm sleeping...when I'm asleep, I'm in peace.