yucky yucky yucky, trigs

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Registered: 03-25-2003
yucky yucky yucky, trigs
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Fri, 12-09-2005 - 8:31am

i am so tired of being sick...i stayed home yesterday cuz i could barely walk and didn't have any energy to even try...then later in the day around lunch time, my sinuses started acting up...now the whole left side of my face is swollen, and hurts like heck...dang it. i feel like i have abcessed teeth, my skin hurts, my eye hurts...but its all sinus. Sinus medication isn't doing jack...in addition to all that, i discovered that my knuckles are becoming mishapen. I am so scared now...i can't lose the use of my fingers...not and work too...its the middle finger on BOTH hands...they are both very swollen and very crooked.

i am soooo depressed...and i know its because of all this...if i felt better, i wouldn't be depressed, so i know its not BP depression...but depression still.

i don't know what else to do at this point. Do I call my GP's office back and tell them about my knuckles and the fact that I can barely walk sometimes???? Do I call the Rheumatologist's office and tell THEM? They wouldn't even talk to me last time...they would only talk to the nurse from my GP's office.

I'm so lost, and so down...and I don't know what to do.

I'm going to my parents today at 4, and I'm actually looking forward to it, just to get out of my house, and so I can go see my cat. How freaking pathetic is that?

Plus, its PMS time next week, or maybe now, and I'm just a mess.

WTF.

I missed all of you yesterday.

I want to throw a tantrum...I want to break something...I want to cut my joints off at every point they hurt...but ha ha, there wouldn't be anything left. I don't like this!

I want to just cry and scream and give up...please????

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Fri, 12-09-2005 - 8:56am
yes sweetie...call....keep calling...call untill they ANSWER you.
the squeaky wheel gets the grease & all that.....
thinking of you....big hugs & pt....it will get better.....i promise
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Registered: 11-18-2003
Fri, 12-09-2005 - 9:21am

keli,

i agree with suzi. call and call and call again. call until they give you satisfaction and more important relief!

i hope you have a relaxing weekend at your moms. i don't know what the weekend has in store for me. but this isn't about me. i really hope you start feeling better.

love u,
traci