Tina...you there?

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Tina...you there?
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Tue, 12-13-2005 - 10:03am

I'm really worried about you, my friend. Check in if you can, okay?

Much love,

Keli

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Registered: 10-02-2003
In reply to: keli003
Tue, 12-13-2005 - 4:48pm

Hey keli,


I am not doing too well right now. First, I am feeling sick physically. Stomach problems and tired. My sister just told me last week that she spent the last of the life insurance money that was meant for my moms marker. Now I have to pay 1,776 for my mom to have a plaque/marker. Billy said he is going to help me with some of

 
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Registered: 10-02-2003
In reply to: keli003
Thu, 12-15-2005 - 1:55pm

Well another day of hell. I feel so miserable. Depressed as heck. I am having a harder time the closer Christmas gets here. I am so upset about what my sister did(in previous post on this thread).

 
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Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: keli003
Thu, 12-15-2005 - 2:09pm

Hey sweetheart...I am here...sorry I didn't get back to you sooner, but I had the day from hell yesterday too...crashed SO hard...but I am feeling a lot better today. I'm going off Prozac (week 3 now) and PMSing and I just crashed...Christmas is bothering me too, because I'm really broke. I'm up to 250 on Lamictal, and will probably go to 300, but we'll see how 250 does. I get sick of it too. You're so right, in that the meds don't stop you from FEELING. You have to learn how to deal with those feelings...how to feel them in the proper way, without letting them destroy you...and THAT is what is SO hard for us as BPs to learn to do.

I am back on AOL now, and I'm going to email you soon, okay?

Love to you and Jayme and Billy...you hang in there.

I am REALLY sorry about your evil sister...I"m sorry to say that, but that was plain evil.

Know that I love you...

Keli