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Registered: 12-12-2005
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Tue, 12-13-2005 - 1:44pm

I was taking my dad to town to drop off his car at the shop today and he got a call form his ex grilfriend who needed his help. I told him i didnt wat to go over there. hel told me I was unable to bend for any one. Isn't that a hoot. If you all have read my previous post you would know what is going on. then I told him that us BP's just have hard time dealing with things unlike normal people. So any way that was just another blow to me today. But there is a point and i promisr I am getting to it. So we froped off his car then went to lowes to get some things s we are remodeling our house. And on the way home i saw a sing that read "it's more blessed to give then recieve" So I am now coming full cirlce with dealing witht the fact that I cant go on vacation with my husband and he will be gone for 3 weeks. I guess I am just trying to find any possible to make myself feel good about my decison.

jo

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Registered: 04-06-2005
Tue, 12-13-2005 - 2:04pm

well it sounds like you stood up to your dad, that is a start, no?


its very hard to except you are giving and giving and giving and not getting anything in return.

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Tue, 12-13-2005 - 2:52pm

Hey Jo!

It IS more blessed to give than receive...but REMEMBER, you are MORE than deserving to receive too!

Are you able to put up any decorations at home? Maybe that will help you be more festive???

I'm so glad you decided to keep posting!!! We'll help you through!

Us BPs have to stick together!!!

Many HUGS!!!

Keli

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Registered: 12-12-2005
Tue, 12-13-2005 - 7:31pm

I guess I could get them down out of the attack but then the next thing you know i willbe putting them away. So its no worth it for me. It is hard to believe that it is xmasnext week it dont seem like it. I just got a call while typing this, my dad barrowed my truck to got lowes and come to find out the thermostat in now over heating. I told him to just come home, i will deal with it in the morn. CRAP!!!!!!! I really want to say worse...lol how much more is the man gonna sling on my back? I have been thru ALOT in mylife but it is getting old and i am getting tired. Tired of dealing and coping with this disease. It is all wearing me down. HO HO HO MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ME!!!!!

jo

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