Traci

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Registered: 04-06-2005
Traci
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Mon, 12-19-2005 - 2:57pm

You haven't said much.


I know you didn't talk to tdoc on time...and were supposed to call today.


check in, k?


love u

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Registered: 11-18-2003
In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Mon, 12-19-2005 - 5:33pm

donna - i did call tdoc today. i skipped last night's check in though. so i called her this morning.


she wanted to know why i didn't call her last night. well, long story short, i had to go pick up dd16 from her visit with her dad (no longer biodad....just dad now). she refers to xh by his first name. anyway, that whole exchange left me in a very bad place. so i turned off my phone and told the kids that dd16 was in charge of bed times and i went to bed only i didn't sleep. i laid there in the dark thinking until somewhere around 3 this morning when i finally fell asleep.


so i'm still here. just trying to not say much and trying to lend some support to others. it's obvious to me that my particular case is not going to change. it's not going to get better. so why keep complaining about it. i just have to accept this is the way i'm meant to be and go on.


love u 2,


traci