we had another situation today
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we had another situation today
| Wed, 01-04-2006 - 9:51am |
where i had to blow my top to get something done & h swore it wouldn't happen again.then he wanted to talk & i refused to till we are in the the therapists office.
he wouldn't let up.
he said it changes.we forget the past & go foward.i said i can't forget.i can't forget that creditors call me cause you put my name on a credit card & ruined my credit.i can't forget being treated like an imbecile for years...
he said..i have always supported you...i lost it.
you did NOT...you waited till i broke & THEN you swept the pieces up off the floor just like you do with everything else.
he refuses to separarate.outright not giving me the option.
i'm nervous manic & depressed all at the same time.he thinks the children need a happy family.is this a happy family?his whole stupid family has always been delusional.
he wouldn't let up.
he said it changes.we forget the past & go foward.i said i can't forget.i can't forget that creditors call me cause you put my name on a credit card & ruined my credit.i can't forget being treated like an imbecile for years...
he said..i have always supported you...i lost it.
you did NOT...you waited till i broke & THEN you swept the pieces up off the floor just like you do with everything else.
he refuses to separarate.outright not giving me the option.
i'm nervous manic & depressed all at the same time.he thinks the children need a happy family.is this a happy family?his whole stupid family has always been delusional.

sorry hon...i'm not in a very good place, so i can't say much but that i love u and i'm here for you...keep us posted about the tdoc appt.
k.
this may be a little personal, but who's name is on the house?
God could not be everywhere, so
anyway...its actually my mothers name...BUT she would never do that...it's gotta be civilized.
i'd never survive w/ these 3 kids sick all the time & my mother is like..you'll never get a new husband w/ all your baggage(haha)i think it's the bad shape the house is in that makes everyone sick.i'd like to sell & get a newer smaller house.THAT would would be a change & it would have to not include him.unfortunately i'm a jewish american princess who got married & then got dropped(family sighed a collected sigh of releif...so i have never had to take care of myself completely much less 3 little ones.i'm an idiot.SO anyway...
i just moved all the furniture in my kids overstuffed sloppy room...w/out taking anything out of drawers or off shelves.i did the other kids last night.is that manic?it's kind of nuts.the stuff is ancient & heavy.the last time i did that was after 9/11 i think.i should be 90 pounds.but i'm not.
Does your mother have ANY idea what he's done to you?
God could not be everywhere, so