I do NOT feel good now...
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| Wed, 01-04-2006 - 10:03am |
BP sucks...rapid cycling sucks...just this morning I was manicky...now I'm coming down...and angry and irritable and depression is seeping in...i have SOOOO much work to do and I can't do a dang thing...i'm sitting here staring at my computer screen, knowing I need to work...but i can't and i don't care...i'm so incredibly tired, haven't really slept in days...i'm just crashing and i don't like it...
why did i have to be chosen to have rapid cycling BP? did i do something in another life that would cause me to have been chosen for this lovely disorder?
don't mind me...i'm just freaking messed up in the head. do you know how confusing it is to go from one mood to another in a matter of minutes???? how exhausting??? how so freaking frustrating???
i'm not calling pdoc...its cuz of starting the prozac again, and if i go back off it, i'll get suicidally depressed again...
i'm stuck...
