deeply depressed

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Registered: 10-02-2003
deeply depressed
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Thu, 01-05-2006 - 8:31pm

I have been so depressed. My body is physically feeling it too. I am fatigued big time and ache in my heart and my body. I am so lonely. I miss my mom and I don't see my dd hardly at all. The last time I seen her was the day after Christmas for only a few hours. I can't stand not seeing her. She is so busy with school, work, driving school and friends. There isn't really much room for me. She is doing well for herself but I still miss her. My bf has been on this thing with sleeping alot. He has done this before. When he is awake he is watching football or ESPN. I hate it. If he spent time with me I wouldn't care about the football and obsession with sports. Well enough of me whining about my relationship problems. It is just we sleep and then we don't hardly communicate anymore. He is in one room and I am always in another...Maybe that is the norm.


I am not suicidal but I feel pretty much in a dark place. I can't even express myself anymore. I feel so bad that I can barely talk about it all.

 
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Registered: 04-06-2005
Fri, 01-06-2006 - 8:54am

((((((((((Tina)))))))))))))


I'm glad you were able to reach out and post...I'm so sorry for what you are going thru.

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