**Trig** Can I start 2006 over? If this

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**Trig** Can I start 2006 over? If this
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Tue, 01-10-2006 - 4:45pm

is what it's going to be like I'm gonna crawl in a hole and die now--save myself a lot of pain!


Easy one 1st--is anyone else having problems with their iVillage bookmarks?

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Wed, 01-11-2006 - 8:20am

Marci,

First off all, NO, YOU CANNOT CRAWL INTO A HOLE!!! That isn't acceptable. You need OUR support right now, and that is what you're going to get. We've thought about you so many times and wondered how you were.

I wish there was something I could do, other than just be here. I have Lithium still, if you need some...I know its not much, but I have some. As for reminder systems, is there anything we can do to help remind you of things? Can you maybe tell us what you need reminding of, and we can send emails, call you, etc?

Let us know how we can help. We're here for YOU right now. The board is fine. Don't worry about that.

As for Jen, yes, she is going through so many emotional changes right now, and its probably taking a toll on her as well. You both have to take care of yourselves. Its VERY important. Not that its easy, believe me, I know that.

BP is trying to kick my butt too, stupid depression. But we're all in this together and somehow maybe that helps.

I have one or two "live" friends that i talk to on the phone maybe once every couple of months...they just don't "get me" and their lives are VERY different from mine...so I understand that...you all here are my real friends.

I love you Marci! Hang in there, okay?

And please, please, please, let us know how we can help.

Keli

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Registered: 04-06-2005
Wed, 01-11-2006 - 8:32am

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Marci)))))))))))))))))))))))0


I don't have much more to add then what Keli said.


I'm so sorry things are so rough for you.

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Registered: 11-18-2003
Wed, 01-11-2006 - 9:20am

((((((((((Marci))))))))) I agree with Keli and her suggestions. Let us help you as you have helped so many of us before. We all love you here and want to help you as best we can to see you through this rough spot. I don't have much more to add. Keli read my mind from about

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Wed, 01-11-2006 - 10:14am

((((((((((Marci)))))))))),


I am so sorry that so much is going on. I can't say more than Keli did. Reach out to us, we will help you as much as we are able. As for Jen, it is just hormones,and stress.
Take good care,and please let me know if I can help.
Love,and many hugs,

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Wed, 01-11-2006 - 10:32am

((((Marci)))

I am so sorry you are having such a rough time. I understand where you are coming from about the not having "live" friends and losing them because of transportation and no money issues. I have never really had "live" friends at all. I always had no friends or online ones. My best friend is someone I met online, we met later on and so it became a "live" friend, but it didnt begin that way and she lives 3,000miles away, so its still mostly an online relationship. I met my DH online through a Muslim marriage website, I have one "live" friend I met at the mosque, and she doesnt know I am BP. She just thinks I sleep alot...LOL. So I know how it feels to feel like your computer is your lifeline. Heck, when everyone is gone home from the board on the weekends, its hard for me too because I feel like I dont have anyone to talk to. I go into chat rooms and just talk to random people just to have someone responding yanno?

Anyways, I hope the situation with Jen and Jake gets worked out soon, sometimes the worrying is worse than the end result. I know that when my X was on trial and they were talking about giving him 10 yrs in prison, everything was really really difficult while he was waiting for the sentencing and all of that stuff and his whole family and me were going crazy it felt like, but once we knew dates and times that things were going to happen it made things better. Its strange how just such simple knowledge can make it seem easier. Well I am sorry I am not more help than just to let you know you arent alone in those struggles. Check in as often as you can and know that even when you cant, we are here thinking about you and wishing for you to be strong :)

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Registered: 03-26-2003
Wed, 01-11-2006 - 11:59am

I am so sorry you are having such a rough time right now. Please know that we are here and we love you. Are you taking any meds right now at all? I think I remember you are not. Can you get to a pdoc at your clinic?

Hugs.

Missy