Very manic the last several days
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Very manic the last several days
| Mon, 01-23-2006 - 8:08am |
I have been in a depression. Than I became more manic than I've ever been. Sooooo, I went out Saturday and bought a brand new CAR!! 2006 fully loaded Nissan Marano(sp?). Never heard of it but the ride was smooth and it had everything I could think of and some features I never knew existed. This is the fourth car I've bought in the last eight years. I even lied to my family and told them my old car was no longer working! Very bad!! Then on Sunday I went into the most hysterical mania I've ever had. I laughed so hard (rare for me) at NOTHING my stomach hurt. When it was over I was so exhausted I could hardly lift my head off the pillow. My pdoc is going to freak out when I tell her. I've been fighting this obsession for nearly six months. I'm so bad! However, I leased it so the payments are only $165.00 a month-if I'd bought it they would have been nearly $500.00. I get bored with cars quickly so leasing was the way to go. But I didn't NEED a new car! How ridiculous can you get??
Oh well, what's done is done. There's no going back now.
Jodie
Oh well, what's done is done. There's no going back now.
Jodie

Hey Jodie,
I can so relate. I have been rapid cycling so so so much...from crying to hysterical laughing too...in minutes. Have a new pdoc though, who just tweaked my meds on Friday so we'll see.
I'm buying a car (HOPEFULLY) tonight...my credit is horrible, so I dunno how it will work, but I pray it will. I need a new car desperately though. Am kinda manic myself so I'm kinda scared, but I need to do it and my appt is today, so I gotta keep it...
Anyway, just wanted to say hi, and tell you I love you!
Keli
I'm right there with you...I wish I could lease.
God could not be everywhere, so