Traci, u okay?

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Traci, u okay?
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Mon, 01-23-2006 - 12:22pm

Haven't heard from you today. Check in with me, if you can.

Love you.

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Registered: 11-18-2003
In reply to: keli003
Mon, 01-23-2006 - 12:57pm

i'm still mixed. and it sucks! i hate it! but i go back to pdoc tomorrow so with any luck she'll get me back to an even keel. i know that i can go up to 20mgs of zyprexa according to her, so maybe she'll increase that. or adjust the depakote.


i'm close i think to where i need to be. i hesitate to say that, but even though i'm mixed, i feel better. if that makes any sense! i just have to watch certain things, like making sure i sleep, making sure i eat - but don't over-eat. for the first time in my life i'm actually worried about gaining more weight than what i want to gain. it's always something. but i'm fighting to come through it.


love you too,


traci

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Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: keli003
Mon, 01-23-2006 - 3:42pm

hey you...just wanted to let you know that i'd check on you on AIM tonight if i can...should be able to though...hope you're feeling a bit better...and of COURSE you'll get through this...its already getting better than what you were...keep that in mind...mixed sucks, but its better than suicidal all the time...

ttyl