Toning I wanna cry

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Registered: 04-06-2005
Toning I wanna cry
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Thu, 01-26-2006 - 10:18am

I want this to be me today/tonight...its a song by Keith Urban, and it is really hitting home today.


Tonight I Wanna Cry
(Monty Powell/Keith Urban)

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Thu, 01-26-2006 - 10:22am

I wanna be this way forever...life pretty much sucks for me right now...counting my blessings doesn't help much, ya know? tired of always being dumped on...always hitting bottom...always being sick...never being the one that's normal...F it...

love you donna...at least here people can understand. nobody and i mean nobody knows what kind of hell this is.

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Thu, 01-26-2006 - 10:35am
I know...I wish dh knew...or someone.
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Thu, 01-26-2006 - 10:41am

I'm sorry you're feeling this way...I know how you feel though...btdt so many times...still on the same marriage, but been separated three times...its okay now, but i'm the one who is a dang mess.

I feel so bad for dh...he's sick, stressed, and SICK! And I keep only adding to it, cuz I'm selfish as heck and think I'm queen keli who should be taken care of my entire life. Lovely, huh?

If not, I lash out at him. I just feel like a big fat loser, and I soooooo do NOT want to be at work.

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Thu, 01-26-2006 - 10:45am
Me either....let's just get in the car and meet 1/2 way....somewhere warm and somewhere no one can find us.
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