Jumbled thoughts...very!! (venting)
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Jumbled thoughts...very!! (venting)
| Thu, 02-09-2006 - 11:45am |
It's the worst its ever been. I can't seem to hold on to one thought more than a few seconds before I am thinking of something else. Here at work I have constantly been repeating tasks that I had just done only minutes before because when the "channel" changed back, I had no idea if I had done the task or not. Sometimes I will do this three or four times in a row. I just can't control the constant shift. I can only work on an activity (even at home) for a few mintues before the "channel" changes again. When people talk to me I fade in and out and have no real idea what they said. If I force myself to concentrate, I can remember more but I still fade in and out. Meetings are agony for me. I can hardly sit still and I guess due to the added stress of being in a meeting the fading is much worse. I can only work in spurts. I envy the people around me that can sit at their desk and plug away all day. I can't plug away all hour much less all day.
Grrrrrr! It's driving me NUTS!!
OK, I'm through growling.
(for now)
Jodie
Grrrrrr! It's driving me NUTS!!
OK, I'm through growling.
(for now)
Jodie

I'm so sorry you are having a rough time.
The only thing I could think of while reading your post is how much it sounds like me and being ADD/HD.
God could not be everywhere, so