Bethie

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Bethie
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Mon, 02-13-2006 - 12:54pm

Hey...just checking in with you...i'm not doing all that wonderfully, but you can read my posts from earlier...how are you doing? Y isn't working anymore, dunno what's up with it...so, post to me here, if you can. We gotta hang in there together.

Better go, my boss is here.

Love you

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Registered: 11-19-2004
In reply to: keli003
Mon, 02-13-2006 - 2:30pm

hi babes..

no feeling good at all today. im so stupid. so so stupid. pdoc is away this week. miss him sooo much. stupid stupid me, spent the day w/ bill yesterday. didnt do anything. but he's really pushing it. i keep catching him staring at me and stuff and it makes me really uncomfortable. but now i dont know how to stop this. i had such an awful stress headache all day. i cant deal. and pdoc isnt around to help me sort out my feelings around it.

and im so depressed. between pdoc being away and bill and spending all day sat. with my mom. i cant deal. work today is a nightmare. im so pissed at my boss i want to walk out. they are giving me so many stupid stupid projects outside of my job, that i cant do my own job. then in another couple of weeks they are going to come down on me because my job isnt done to their satisfaction. i know how they are, they do this all the time.

this is all getting me down so much. i knew just pdoc being away was going to be really hard, and bring me down. but i wasnt prepared for all this.

i am just pissed at the world, and snapping at everyone. ive still got a killer headache from yesterday. and im so mad at myself because i would kill for a burger.