Does Anyone...

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Does Anyone...
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Fri, 02-17-2006 - 7:49am

find themselves apologizing profusely for their illness, or their behaviors, or their issues...whatever you want to call it...? I get so sick of it...I do it...all the time. Because it impacts my dh and my ds and I feel like they don't deserve to have to live through the repercussions (or whatever) of MY ILLNESS and MY ISSUES that seem to get progressively worse as time goes on.

I hate it.

Blah. Yuck, and UGH.

Happy Friday.

Keli

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Registered: 04-06-2005
In reply to: keli003
Fri, 02-17-2006 - 8:31am

I think at some point...they understand.

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Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: keli003
Fri, 02-17-2006 - 8:38am

i'm okay...gonna ask for a half day...shouldn't since i've had two days this week that i've left 1.5 hours early...but i'm gonna ask anyway...gonna go to my parents...my ds bday this weekend...and lord knows i don't have any money for it...

cycling real fast...minutes even...maybe being off work and spending time with dh before i leave will help...(that's the issue...its been 3 weeks...my fault) and, god i just can't think right now...

i did work out last night!!! i've lost 14 pounds now...but i'm not eating...and i can't get any control over that either...

maybe i'm not okay??? LMAO!!!! :) :) :)

dh is making me eat at least dinner...but i give half of it to the dog. just can't eat on topamax.

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Registered: 07-21-2005
In reply to: keli003
Fri, 02-17-2006 - 4:39pm
You sound just like me...as usual. I was apologizing to DH earlier because him and the kids have to put up with my crap and I feel bad about it. Dont even feel bad about being upset about the smallest little things. I got depressed the other day because I couldnt find the remote and the hole puncher didnt work when I tried to use it...it doesnt get much stupider than that.
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