is warm here...have to go to mom's...will be bad probably cuz i'm cycling so fast right now i don't know which way i'm going up or down or around or sideways...need to get out of this office...feel trapped...hate it...thoughts/brain won't stop...no matter what i do...ds bday is tomorrow...know i'm gonna be a B all weekend and make it bad for everyone...wish i could just go to sleep so it could be happy for them...i hate it all...what am i supposed to do...i don'tknow...but i don't like it whne my brain is going so fast that i feel dizzy like this...i can't think straight...why do i have to cycle like this so afast??? my meds can only do much and they aren't doin jack right now...its just me and my stupid brain...
sorry this was not the thread to talk like this about...i don't even know what i was supposed to be talking about.
I'm going out of town in about an hour and won't be back until Monday. I'm going to visit some friends up in PA and looking very forward to a weekend with no x, no kids, no mother and no pets.......
So this is what freedom feels like huh? Yippee!!!!!!!!!!
Have a great weekend everyone and I'll talk to you all on Tuesday:)
I have my 2nd accounting software class tomorrow--just hope it's more organized than the 1st, we didn't do much beyonnd the basics I had already fugured out on my own.
is warm here...have to go to mom's...will be bad probably cuz i'm cycling so fast right now i don't know which way i'm going up or down or around or sideways...need to get out of this office...feel trapped...hate it...thoughts/brain won't stop...no matter what i do...ds bday is tomorrow...know i'm gonna be a B all weekend and make it bad for everyone...wish i could just go to sleep so it could be happy for them...i hate it all...what am i supposed to do...i don'tknow...but i don't like it whne my brain is going so fast that i feel dizzy like this...i can't think straight...why do i have to cycle like this so afast??? my meds can only do much and they aren't doin jack right now...its just me and my stupid brain...
sorry this was not the thread to talk like this about...i don't even know what i was supposed to be talking about.
I'm going out of town in about an hour and won't be back until Monday. I'm going to visit some friends up in PA and looking very forward to a weekend with no x, no kids, no mother and no pets.......
So this is what freedom feels like huh? Yippee!!!!!!!!!!
Have a great weekend everyone and I'll talk to you all on Tuesday:)
Hugs & Love,
Traci
God could not be everywhere, so
I'll second that!
I have my 2nd accounting software class tomorrow--just hope it's more organized than the 1st, we didn't do much beyonnd the basics I had already fugured out on my own.
Happy Friday!
I can tell you one thing I am NOT doing this weekend....WORKING!!!!