I am writing a stupid paper and I hate it, its hard as crap and I dont want to do it and school is stupid. I just hate it. I am so close to finishing that I dont want to quit but I dont want to do the work either. I am probably not going to work after I finish anyways because I dont have to after DH gets his degree and I dont have the mental stability to hold a job and I barely can get the house clean and it really irritates DH and so he would rather me stay home but is dealing with it since I am so close to graduation. I am sick of going to class and being super manic or super depressed and trying to act normal and not ever being able to focus and pay attention and I just dont want to do it. Its better than before my meds but damn it still sucks
I think what you're feeling is pretty common to folks almost to the finish line in a long run of schooling and the uncertainty of doing something with it just ads to the feeling.
I'm sorry if you are having trouble...want to talk about it more?
love u
God could not be everywhere, so
I am writing a stupid paper and I hate it, its hard as crap and I dont want to do it and school is stupid. I just hate it. I am so close to finishing that I dont want to quit but I dont want to do the work either. I am probably not going to work after I finish anyways because I dont have to after DH gets his degree and I dont have the mental stability to hold a job and I barely can get the house clean and it really irritates DH and so he would rather me stay home but is dealing with it since I am so close to graduation. I am sick of going to class and being super manic or super depressed and trying to act normal and not ever being able to focus and pay attention and I just dont want to do it. Its better than before my meds but damn it still sucks
Rebekah
I think you answered your own question (not that you had one)...but you are so close to being done...and that is freaking you out.
God could not be everywhere, so
Rebekah,
I think what you're feeling is pretty common to folks almost to the finish line in a long run of schooling and the uncertainty of doing something with it just ads to the feeling.