Bethie

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Bethie
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Tue, 02-21-2006 - 8:23am

How are you? Still a bit manic? How did last night go?

Need a check in from you, k?

I'm okay for right now...hoping it lasts...is pdoc back this week?

Love you,

Keli

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Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: keli003
Tue, 02-21-2006 - 12:04pm
bumping up
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Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: keli003
Tue, 02-21-2006 - 2:56pm

Helllllllllllllllooooooooo????????

Where is my Beth????

I miss you...think I must be going up up up up up...dang it...but its STILL better than SU.

Write me, please!

Love you.

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Registered: 11-19-2004
In reply to: keli003
Tue, 02-21-2006 - 7:50pm

hi love...

yeah, still a bit hypo. pretty good mood today. acting real silly. goofing up a lot cuz i couldnt concentrate, which was BAD because i have a buttload of work to do this week. all of my deadlines are firmly set for this friday. you probably wont see me at lunchtime this week, but ill be here at night.

i have to start at 7 tomorrow to clean the office and storage room with the other girls. our new corporate ceo is flying in on her broomstick, oops, i mean private jet, next week, and the place has to be spotless. but that's ok, i'll be making some extra $ that i badly need, and working off some energy, and have an excuse to act like a dufus.

pdoc is back this week. he's going to be disappointed with my slips from last week. theres only so much little beth can be expected to take, especially if big beth cant handle it herself! i had my nightmare again last week too. valentine's day, after seeing my father and getting the text from bill.

last night was fun. i wore short sleeves. was feeling particularly confident and carefree. thought maybe she'd ask about my scars. doubt if she noticed. i didnt get *that* drunk where i felt like bringing it up. wanted to tell SOMEBODY though. ugh!

and the big news of the day. my dad's surgery. he's still in recovery, at 7:30 pm. my mom just called, "there was more there than they expected". so it took them longer. i don't know what the "more" IS. benign? or what? i want to pour bleach in my ears. why am I the lucky one to hear the details? she didnt even TELL my siblings about this! she made me promise not to tell anybody. what the frig is wrong with my family?!?!?!?!! so i'm the ONLY one who knows in my family. WHY ME?!

its good that im hypo today. otherwise id be a wreck again. between work and all the other issues that are going on. i miss pdoc tons and tons. theres no way 45 minutes is going to be enough, so ill leave there feeling unsatisfied and worse than when i went in.

well, hope all is going well with you. you sounded much better in your posts from today. i'll be back here tomorrow (wed.) night.

love ya